Im sorry, I can't carry my self to the old me. I'm sorry for not being able to stay on this path. I'm sorry that I've lost. Yes, as time passes by, people should changed to be better. But I'm changing to the other. Worst. It's not like I'm even trying. Huh, SHAME ON ME!
It's really pathetic. Me, my own self, not anybody else but me, put my own self on the lower stage! I am not the 8 years old me will proud of. If my 8 year old self see me like this, she'll probably turn her back to me and crying!
Is this all I got after 16 years of living? Is this all I would show to my God? Is this all I can be?
Yes it is hard! But you have to be strong! If its really hard, Its mean you have to be strong!
Nothing come easily. Beautiful things doesn't came easily. They need efforts! You can't just give up like that!
Slowly, not drastically. Come on, I know you can! Lets start again. From the very beginning. You're now in the lowest place! Try to climb little by little. You can...
-xchee (151508)
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