Thursday, 24 December 2015

Short Vacay


This post is about what happened on 23 Dec 2015!! Ayye!

December is a month where family gathers to spend time together! Yeay, I love this month heheh.
So actually we went to JB to picked up my sis at her University. And we went to some places before we made our trip back home. I am that type of person who like love sitting next to the window. And I love feeding my eyes with the scenery. I love the sky, cloud, sun, moon, and stars. I didn't sleep for hours enjoying the scenery hahah. Well, normally people sleep even it is just an hour journey. Lol, yes normally heheh. 

So this is what I got from the journey;



Isn't it beautiful? Super beautiful right??? This is the definition of love hahahaha. This picture were taken around 19:25 or something heheh.

Tet tet tet....
Yes, arrived at the place to eat. And these were what we ate;

  

Fried Baby Crab!!!! So delicious! Because crab had always been my all time fave heheh.

  
idk whats the name of this fish lol. Burn Fish (Ikan Bakar) Hahaha
Nah, its kind of a grilled fish? haha. THIS IS ALSO SO DELICIOUS! 
I WANT MORE!! haha

And the second picture is ais kacang! (shaved ice with beans and other topping) 
and it has chocolate sauce on it! So delicious!!!! Its mine heheh.

The third pic is ais jeli (shaved ice with jelly and other topping) Its my dad's.
Jelly Ice also good!! heheh, Everything is so delicious!!



WHEEPs! HAHAH


After we done filling our fat tummies with food, my father bring us to Dataran Johor Baru! Yeayyyy! I got so excited yeay yeay yeay!!! There so many thing you can play, one of that fancy thing is roller blade!!!!! yes thats what I played; 


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I choose to play this without even knowing how to play it hahahahaha stuped. I once played this when I was 10 year old I guess? Its my cousin's, I also didn't know how to play it back then lol.  So yeah it was a hurricane(?) hahahahaha. I kept falling. Didn't even remember how many time my butt had kissed the ground. Like seriously. Lol. Im doing a slapstick show hahah. There were some people laughing at me hahaha. Ofc they would be laughing! Even I would be laughing if I saw a people like me lol. But who cares? Im enjoying myself and Im so into myself that i didnt even care bout people around me haha. And yeah I kept trying and trying, I was accompanied by my sis hahah. Poor her leg that kept hurting by the roller blade muahahaha. And suddenly there was this random guy approached us hahahaha. He must be watching me falling like so many times and feeling sympathized and wanted to help lol. So he helped me. I can tell that he was sincere. Lol.


and thanks to this guy, I finally know how to play it!!!! 
Not that good but so-so! Hahaha.
Thanks for approaching and taught me how to play this thing! Keke

Got to play this just for an hour. And I just got the way how to play this at the very last minute :( But it was fun!! heheh



And yeah, that how my short vacay! hiks. After I finished playing roller blade, we head back home. Heh, Arrived around 00? tEtttt 
(ps; excuse my bad english pls :( )

THE END

the longest entry yow hahah.
I would like to insert the quote from k drama (Reply 1998)

"In some ways, one's family is the most oblivious.
But... what's so important about knowing?
In the end, what helps you overcome obstacles isn't brains,
but someone who'll take your hand and won't let you go.
In the end, that's family.
Even for heroes,the people they go back to in the end is FAMILY,"

"The home inflicted upon you outside the home,
And the scars inflicted you by life itself...
And even the pain inflicted on you by family...
The people who will hold you and stand by you until the end...
In the end, it's FAMILY."

Oh, its a poem i guess. Hahah










Wednesday, 16 December 2015

Love Hate


How much do I know about my self? Hmph, I probably know nothing about me. What I really want in my life? What should I do? What is my plan? What is important to me? Everything is not clear. Haih.

Hate in other word is hurt. You got so many scars from getting hurt and start to hate. The more you got hurt. The more you will hate. Well, my hypothesis. Haha.

Is hate actually a deep love felling? You hate them because you love them? You love them but they keep hurting you so you hate them? A person you love is giving you scars. So you hate them? You hate them for giving so much pain to bear? Is that it?

I hate it,









Monday, 7 December 2015

Nothing or Something


Im sorry, I can't carry my self to the old me. I'm sorry for not being able to stay on this path. I'm sorry that I've lost. Yes, as time passes by, people should changed to be better. But I'm changing to the other. Worst. It's not like I'm even trying. Huh, SHAME ON ME! 

It's really pathetic. Me, my own self, not anybody else but me, put my own self on the lower stage! I am not the 8 years old me will proud of. If my 8 year old self see me like this, she'll probably turn her back to me and crying! 


Is this all I got after 16 years of living? Is this all I would show to my God? Is this all I can be?

Yes it is hard! But you have to be strong! If its really hard, Its mean you have to be strong! 
Nothing come easily. Beautiful things doesn't came easily. They need efforts! You can't just give up like that! 

Slowly, not drastically. Come on, I know you can! Lets start again. From the very beginning. You're now in the lowest place! Try to climb little by little. You can...


-xchee (151508)
people come and go, thats why you need to learnt on how to accept and to let it go,
-xchee (151506)

Sunday, 6 December 2015


There's no such thing as always being okay in this world. Everyone just acts like they're okay.
-Yang saem (Sassy Go Go)


Don't let them ruined you! Be who you are and stay strong! :)